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Another rant and rave session.
2001-08-03 - 11:21 p.m.

She wore black today. She almost always wears black. Don't get me wrong, she looks awesome in black, or in ANY color for that matter. What is cool is the fact that I'm cool with her brothers. Most definitely a plus. We would look good together.

I think my life would be so much easier to bear if I had a significant other. Not that I'm complaining about being single or anything, but it would be nice to have a warm body to wake up next to when the sun comes up. I'm the type that gets easily infatuated, but I'm not lustful or anything. I consider myself lucky that I've met all the people I have. I went out with a goddamn ex-Miss Teen Hawaii for Christ's sake... Me! Big ol' me!

But there are times when you can't go crying to just any of your friends, know what I mean? It has to be someone special that you know will actually do a little more than spurt a couple of encouraging words.

DJ Lynwood is mixing on right now. I can stand that L.A. style hard-house for only SO long... fuckin' what's his name mixes like that too... what the hell is his name... oh yeah, Richard "Humpty" Vission. Ok- maybe I can stand it for about 15 mins. max before I go fuckin' nuts. Ugh. Gimme some goddamn jungle, please.

I reeeeeeeeeeeally need to go to a party and just chill and dance. Maybe buy a vowel or two. (If you don't get that reference, then don't bother askin'...) Too bad the scene here in the bay area isn't like it was 6 years ago. Maybe it's just me, but it sure seems like meeting people is harder nowadays than it used to be, and most definitely the cops are much less passive than they used to be. I still remember Sankofa in 1996 when the cops came in to the warehouse around 6am but didn't bust anything, they just walked around. I wonder where the pics and the video I got with the cops is... somewhere in my closet perhaps? It was so much more free back then-- where are all the naked girls now? If that kinda shit would happen today, those girls would be raped or something. I hate to say it, but the way the scene is now, it's all too true. Only have one pic up on my wall from those days-- a group picture of the old crew in front of the tent from Freedom '95 or '96... damn that night rocked. I can still hear "Funk Phenomena" bumpin in my head..

For now it looks like everything for the Magic Mountain trip is A-OK. I convinced Jessica to go, with a little help from Dara, so it's all good. Now I just have to call John to see if he's going with us. Can't wait; this should be fun. I'm pretty much organizing the whole fucking thing, and I can decide whether we should stay in the same hotel in Beverly Hills or try out that one on Sunset Blvd... rooftop swimming pool over looking the city, anyone???

That reminds me- gotta start on that goddamn diet. A couple of days ago I told myself that I was gonna give up meat to try and lose some weight. YEAH FUCKIN RIGHT! So much for will power. Today for example I had a Big Mac and an extra McChicken sandwich. Beef and chicken- the best of both worlds!

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