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2001-08-08 - 2:25 a.m.

let's try this again-- I worked on this for four hours yesterday morning, gathering thoughts on my past and stuff, and my computer crashed.

***Things I Miss and Stuff I Remember... by yours truly.***

- playing with my Star Wars toys - the "Reggie" candy bar, named after Reggie Jackson - playing Dragon's Lair and never being able to finish it - stealing Playboys from the liquor store after school - the friends I had one year ago - the friends I had 5 years and 10 years ago, for that matter - getting suspended from Christian school for listening to Twisted Sister on my walkman - my first hit of ecstacy, and not being able to sleep for two and a half days after - proposing to Pua at the Santa Monica pier - getting busted for "violating curfew" (bored-ass cops) - back in high school when I told my parents I was on a school trip for a whole week when I was just across town staying at my girlfriend's while her parents were out of town (whew, that was fun!) - hearing "Firestarter" by Prodigy on the radio for the first time and getting into it so much I almost ran into another car - driving or flying down to L.A. at a moment's notice - finding my friends in a sea of thousands during massives at Home Base - the Harmony 3 year Anniversary party - going to Santa Cruz with Mandy - messin around with Emily - Mustang Ranch - sitting next to that hooker on the bus in Las Vegas - in high school, having my best friend Gail strip down to her underwear in front of me but not doing anything about it "because I didn't want to ruin what we had" (GOOD ONE JAY, YA FUCKIN' DUMBASS) - partying with the stripper after Troy's bachelor party - being on the phone with Teresa for hours, but talking about nothing in particular - parties at Gabe's house, and that one time a near riot broke out - hot boxing Amy's car in front of Marc's house - the surprise birthday party the guys had for me on my 19th birthday - my first rave at "the deli" - getting caught in junior high with the Madonna issue of Penthouse and getting suspended for a week - being called a "devil worshipper" for listening to Metallica in seventh grade - becoming a regular at the Pink Poodle and having all the strippers know me by name - taking a hit of E laced with something (dunno what) and having sex and cumming TWELVE TIMES in a row that night (Yee-haw, ride 'em cowboy! LOL- she started counting after the third time) - fooling the manager at the local hole-in-the-wall video store that I was 18 and renting pornos when I was actually only 15 - playing Sega Genesis- Intellivision - Colecovision - Atari 2600, 5200, and 7800 - Vectrex - Turbo-Grafx 16 - Battlestar Galactica - Rubik's Cube, Rubik's Revenge, and Rubik's Snake - my first pair of turntables - getting my first convertible and watching my social life skyrocket - the first time Pua left me to go back to school - that tiny orange sundress she wore when I finally caught up with her during summer break - seeing Autumn's boobs after she got the implants (HOOOOOOOOOOO-WEEEEEEEEEEE!) - going to Great America to see C&C Music Factory and Timmy T (Marky Mark opened... LOL) - passing the first test for "Who Wants to be a Millionaire" but completely bombing on the second test - seeing Robyn after 6 years - hooking up with those porno stars at the adult video awards in '99 - getting mixed up with Jenna Jameson's entourage and standing right next to her - watching "Iron Chef" on TV for the first time and getting hooked for life - etc, etc, etc... man oh man, this is long enuff........

***People I don't see much anymore, but who have been big influences and who are always in my heart...***

Amy, Christina, Berto, Johan, Ramon, Jennifer, Pcyeta, Maya, Pua, Jill, Teresa, Frank, Robert, David, Mandy, Emily, Chris, Marc, Doug, Jason, Andy, Kim, Gail, Nancy, Jenn, Amy, Steve, Angelo, Rani, Brian, Ivan, Bobby, Mark, Kristin, Jody.


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