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feeling like a lost soul
11.05.2001 - 11:37 PM

been drawing a blank lately.

writer's block, if you will.

too many thoughts running through my head,
too many feelings
too many emotions.

too many questions.

it's so hard when there's no one to turn to
no one to chill with
no one to talk to
no shoulder to cry on
no one to blame...

... but myself.

self-doubt reigns supreme,
followed closely by
self-pity
anger
hatred
denial

does it matter?
does anything i do matter anymore?

i guess only time will tell...

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