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no mas tequila!
11.16.2001 - 1:02 AM

i shouldn't have been driving just now...

heh. it is soooooooooooo amazing how little it takes to get me fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucked up.

i mean, seriously, i only had a couple of beers and a couple of shots tonight (ok, maybe a little more)......... some people have that much in like, their first hour of partyin' or whatever.

ugh. stomach hurts too.

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i'm gonna start working again on that script i've been writing... actually ive got to work on major plot points and stuff. i think it's gonna be phat. one of those "underdog gets the beautiful girl" kinda story.

guess who the underdog is..........

hey, if it doesn't happen in real life, why not make it happen on film, ya know?

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i still wonder what she's thinking...

i'm still feeling a little weird around her. don't know why. i remember back to when i found out that Delcina liked me, and how some people (who shall remain nameless...) talked shit about her (people who she thought were her friends) and teased me about her liking me (like little elementary school kids do to each other). it was bad. thinking back, i wish i didn't laugh or smile at the stuff that was said about her.

that's why i'm hoping that this isn't happening to her when i'm not around. i can handle people talking shit about me, but i wouldn't be able to handle it if she started getting "teased" (for lack of a better word) about me liking her.

fuck it's like i'm in sixth grade all over again...

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damn, i've got a lot of e-mails from you peeps! i really really appreciate all the encouraging words from you all. i know you people hardly know me, but everything you see in this diary is the real me. i have nothing to hide, and maybe some day you guys will be right-- maybe she might just come around. but for now, i have to be realistic and face the truth...

God, if you guys could only meet her, you'd all know just how perfect she is... she's one of those people that you'd want to make sure to introduce to everybody because she is just so totally.......................... damn, i swear to God that's the only way to describe her--

perfect.

we're all taking pictures tomorrow, so hopefully they'll turn out well enough to post here....

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