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stuck in first gear and can't shift up...
11.18.2001 - 11:48 PM

man, i have never felt so down in my life! not down as in sad, but down as in really really slllllllooooooooooowwwwww. ever since i smoked that weed on friday, i've been in "lazy mode" all weekend. and drinking all those kamikaze shots don't help either...

anyways, my weekend--

friday night, we got the pics taken. y'all already read about that, but i do have to add one more thing. that night, after eating mexican food (the best food to eat when high) we headed to Jeremy's pad where we kicked it for awhile, 'til bout 2AM. i think (actually i know Ben was kinda faded, 'cause when the conversation he and i were having with Amy and Maricela turned into the subject of relationships and friendships and shit, he started talking about he "fucked up" with one woman who he thinks he could have had a long-lasting relationship with. he didn't reveal too much, but it seemed like he totally regrets messing that up...

it's amazing just how much he and i think alike.

we both would rather take on the burdens of our friends and help them out as much as we can rather than impose our own troubles on them. i know that i'd rather have one of my friends come to me or have them at least know that they can call me if they're ever in trouble or need someone to talk to.

i don't know about him, but speaking for myself, i know that it gives me a personal satisfaction that i would be one of the first people that would pop into mind if one of my friends was in trouble. it's just really cool to be thought of once in awhile. speaking of that...

Warren got into a car accident after we ate in Chinatown saturday night, and even though he was only about 3 minutes away from his house, i was one of the first people that he called for help; and i was already halfway home myself. the guy that hit him didn't even have any ID on him; and the cop that showed up didn't even wanted to write a police report for him because "the insurance guys would just throw it away anyways," or so he said. lazy fuck. he even admitted that he was only there so we didn't jump the asshole who crashed into him.

damn. now i can't race around in the imfamous M3 anymore...

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